If anybody still read MySpace profiles, I'd change my "Who I want to Meet" into "Anyone who was an extra in this video":

I need help.

I started a new job about 8 months ago and my biggest thing is not making friends of co-workers. I have not had a new friend in about 5 years for the fact i normally fall for them. He works in another department but they work closely with my department. He became insistent that i go out with him and some co-workers, I did and I started liking him as a friend. I started falling in love with him. I know he is straight and married. his wife works in the same company.

How do i go about this. I really don't want to lose him as a friend but it hurts me to be around him yet hurts me to not be around him. Does anyone have any advice. I need to talk to him on Tuesday. I normally would have just started ignoring him but i can't as i work with him. I started to try avoid him and not talk to him a bit. He looked honestly hurt that i wasn't talking to him much.

Lost and confused


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Thanks for the help. I did some soul searching and I think that its not love but the warm fuzzy's you get from being around a good friend. I realized that i have not had one sexual thought about him. Yes he is cute and has a killer smile (i can still appreciate that right?) I am young btw only realized and admitted I was guy in grade 12 (about five years ago)So contact with potential friends was limited. I can change jobs as my line of work is limited and that would mean changing cities. Since i never let friendship develop in the past the warm fuzzy's must have been misinterpreted. I still wanna tell him I'm gay

Thanks a ton for the help

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